Goodbye…..
I choose to love you
in silence… For in silence I receive no rejection
Nor
should I bother of what it is that prevents us from being together - it’s just
that we can never be together.
I choose to love you in
loneliness… For in loneliness, no one owns you but I.
I choose to adore you from a
distance… For distance will shield us from pain.
Still,
I love you and I just can’t help but do so…
I choose to kiss you in the wind for
the wind is gentler than my lips
I choose to hold you in my dreams…
For in my dreams, you have no end.
Forever…
That is what you are to me.
In all honesty, I find it hard to
believe that I will ever love somebody the same way I loved you.
Thanks for the experience; I loved it
while it lasted. I can’t help but smile during those times that you threw me
out of focus - those times that you made me panic as to what I could do just to
appease your heart or those moments when you will just look at me and all I can
do in return is just to smile….
Thanks for all the times you smiled
back, made those funny faces, commented on things, and wasted your free text
messages on me and all the small things that you did. For without them, I may
have not even been sure that I really loved you.
Thanks for those times that you
almost destroyed my sanity. For all those sleepless nights of just thinking of
you and crying out my emotions away…. I always knew it was done for anyway….
But … maybe its time to give up
this emotion…
Sometimes love they say is a bittersweet
attachment to someone who’ll never be yours…
And maybe Love is something we will
never have… something we’ll never experience
and this makes goodbye seems inevitable …
I must admit it may take an eternity
to forget someone like you…
or maybe I may never forget you at all …
But I’ll try …
if that is the only way I
can move on…..
If this is the only way I can go on
with my life…
5/1/08 - 1:23 am
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